I been in this relationship now with this guy now, close to 3 yrs this June... In the beginning i barely knew this guy, past 2 yrs in our relationship i fell in love with him... I truly do love this guy, I feel that my heart wants to spend the rest of my life with him...He has a son, 11 yrs old. And i never got the chance to met him, or his parents either... I question myself, why hasn't he introduce me yet? Have i done something wrong, or is there something else that he isn't telling me. He works with his dad, but he isn't getting paid for it, just his dad is. And i don't think that's fare at all, he should be getting paid for it too. And he deserves it too. So every month I pay him so he can get what he wants.. like lunch... I been trying to get him to do more things with me, I even asked him what if i paid for our dinner dates. or movies... he says he is ok with it, but he wants to treat me out, and that is sweet, but the guy shouldn't always have to pay for everything, if the gf, wants to pay and she can... I happen to be one of those girls... I am going through some financials problems, but i am working it out.... it's just gonna take some time. that's all. Until i know i am free of depths.
Some times i dream of a guy on a horse, to come sweep me up off my feet, but why can't a girl do that too. to guy... I don't see nothing wrong with that, When he is so busy working i usually don't hear from him in a couple of days, sometimes a week or so. And when i finally do, I start to cry and realize how much i do love this guy, and want to be with him... We have talked about our future together. And now that i am getting some where in my career, I even told him that we should buy a house, And he wants us to live at Fountain Hills, Az. Someday we will do that, I don't care where we live, i just want to be with him.... and my future step son too... I feel like i am already a parent, and one day have one of my own with him...
